Infectious

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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Ditz

Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 19:56:50 GMT
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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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Killian frowned. To feel like a stranger walking up to his own home was ridiculous. Yet here he stood, fighting the urge to knock rather than walk right in. [break][break]

"Stupid." he muttered and reached into his pocket for his house key. Inserted into the lock, he held still for a moment longer, anxiety nipping at his chest before turning the key and twisting the door handle. [break][break]

"Lex, it's me." his voice called as he stepped inside, Loveless hoping from his shoulder to strut to the living room. Unlike the feline, Killian didn't leave in front of the door. He may have let himself but walking down the hallway required strength he didn't have until he saw Lex.

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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 20:23:35 GMT
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In all honesty, Lex wasn’t staying home much anymore. It felt empty without him. It reminded her too much of what she lost and the life they were on course to have. That is, until it came along and stole him from her. A bitterness still sat heavy in her chest, but it was mostly drowned out by sorrow at this point. In a way, it was more painful than when she left Johto and him behind. Back then, she had given up hope. There was no future, each day wasn’t promised to her. For a moment she left herself dream of what kind of a life they could have. Both of them, together: A house, a family, a dream. Now she just had nightmares. So, she tried not to sleep. When she did, it was mostly in an empty dorm at Headquarters. Though Killian probably knew that. He knew everything.

It would be obvious to Killian the house had barely been lived in since he left. A fine coat of dust settled onto most things, even the whiskey bottles on the bar. The same jackets hung near the doorway, untouched, and upstairs the same pile of laundry sat in the closet. The lights were off, the air stagnant, the shades pulled down.

Upon searching he’d find the house empty, but not for long. The familiar cold presence of the Shadow Gardevoir hung in the air before she disappeared to find her master.



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Ditz

Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 20:52:10 GMT
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He made his way down the hall when it was clear Lex wasn't home. The silence surrounding him became an eerie reminder that he'd ruined something precious with his choice. His absence forced her away from homely warmth to the dank darkness of Rocket's sub. If Killian didn't hate himself already, he did now. [break][break]

A cold chill ran down his spine as he stepped into the living room. "Gardevoir." at least Lex hadn't left the house utterly empty. Diamond blues landed on the Pokemon for only a second before it dispersed into the shadows. It wouldn't be long before Lex got her now. [break][break]

Sighing, Killian rounded to the couch. The very spot where they'd had the conversation that saw them part ways. He stood motionless in front of the leather amenity, fingers curling into his palms as he recalled the events. [break][break]

Anger, anxiety, and so much more flooded his chest. The rush of emotion threatened to bring him to his knees, but he held firm. Firmer still as the thing that caused all of this began to stir. [break][break]

"No." Killian breathed deep, using the feel of Loveless brushing his leg to anchor his emotions. "Not today."


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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 21:22:36 GMT
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The sudden appearance of the Gardevoir almost made Lex jump. Being around so many ghosts, she’s gotten use to them just popping up out of nowhere. She was still sitting at the edge of the bed in the empty dorm, putting on her shoes when the Shadow Pokemon appeared. To her, its presence was soothing. As always, it’s empty crimson gaze peered down at her, expecting something. Without words, Lex understood and took the pokemon’s extended hand.

Suddenly, she was home, but the familiar space was foggy, covered in an ethereal haze as the two lingered in the phantom plane for a moment. The pokemon could sense her convictions, allowing her the choice of going to him or not. The Gardevoir could feel it too, stirring beneath the surface of the man – a threat. It made her uneasy and wary.

She took a moment to just watch him in silence. Lex had been waiting for this – for him to come home. Part of her thought he never would. Still, the fear lingered. Was he home, or just visiting?

With a nod of her head, she stepped through into the living room, fading in through a dark haze that disappeared behind her, “Killian,” his name comes with a small smile, though hesitant, “You’re home,” it’s a hope she wished to manifest into reality.


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Ditz

Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
People are a resource
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 21:37:08 GMT
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Her voice brings comfort, even if it takes him by surprise. "Lex, there you are." Killian tried not to notice the hesitation in her smile, yet he saw it anyway. Another stab at his heart by a knife of his own making. [break][break]

He moved instinctively to her, hand outstretched to take hold of her side, but he stopped short, arm dropping to his side. "Not yet." he thought, not until she knew it was him and not it.[break][break]

"Only for a little bit." it's not what she wanted to hear, he knows, but learning control took longer than a few weeks. "I missed you." He missed them. The way they were before it came into their lives. [break][break]

"You really let the place go." a joke with a smile that's anything but genuine.


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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 21:56:47 GMT
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Lex inhaled, holding her breath as her amber hues moved towards his outstretched arm. She longed for his touch more than anything, ached for it. The tension in her shoulder remained when he stopped. Disappoint sank into her stomach. He wasn’t ready. It irritated her more than she cared to admit. She hadn’t seen him though she knew he was still working regularly and even staying with . He could be around others but not her? He’s here but not staying? Her hope was crushed again, leaving her even more empty than before.

The tension fell as she settled into her disappointment. A frown pulled across her red lips to accentuate it. She ignored the comment about the house, he already knew she wasn’t staying here often, “It’s cruel to tease me like this, Killian” there was an edge to her voice that would give away her frustration.


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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
People are a resource
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 22:24:19 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
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The others aren't her. They weren't important to Killian. If he hurt , that be unfortunate, but he'd forgive himself. Hurting Lex meant damaging the only thing he cherished in this world. Killian couldn't risk that, not again. [break][break]

He can't blame her for being angry over it. It's justified. But to accuse him of teasing her? Did she think him that cruel? Surely she knew this was hard for him too. Killian frowned. "That's not what I'm doing." [break][break]

"But are you sure you want me to touch you?" [break][break]

Did she trust him? It.


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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 22:39:07 GMT
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That may not have been his intentions but it sure as hell felt like it. Standing there in their living room, reaching for her, staying just out of arm’s length. Despite being closer than they have been in weeks, the space between them still felt like an ocean.

Of course, he didn’t mean it like that. She knew that. Lex understood to a degree how afraid he must be, how hard this all must be for him. He admitted he was scared too. Imagine how alone he must feel, despite having something crawling inside him. With a sigh she let her empathy override her frustration, “I’m sorry I’ve just –“ another sigh, “I’ve just missed you too,” and have been waiting for you to come back to me.

There’s no way in hell she trusted it, but she trusted him. He wouldn’t be here if he didn’t trust it to some degree, “It’s fine, I don’t want to push you too far we can just . . . talk,” catch up, have a drink, perhaps that would help ease her tension.

“Does it let you drink?” a finger pointed towards the whiskey bottles covered in a thin layer of dust.


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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 23:05:01 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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"Don't apologize. It's fine." if anything, Killian should be the one saying sorry. All of this is his fault. A result of the selfish decisions that he couldn't stop himself from making despite how much it hurt her. [break][break]

His lips pulled to a line, and he followed her finger. Diamond hues landed on the whiskey, "I don't know." He hadn't tried drinking since they'd joined, held back by the fear of what may happen. [break][break]

Quickly, Killian searched inside himself for the creature. The indescribable void in which it dwelled felt like stepping into darkness itself. Oppressive and all-encompassing. It still slept despite his earlier stir of emotion.[break][break]

Good.[break][break]

"But let's find out." he stepped away and over to the bar. Killian didn't bother with glasses, grabbing one of the whiskey bottles and taking it back to the couch. He sat down slowly, dusting the bottle off with his sleeve before unscrewing the cap and down a shot.[break][break]

It had been weeks since he felt the liquid burn of alcohol. Killian welcomed it with a smile despite the sting. After it settled in his chest, he waited. A single moment stretched on forever as Killian waited for it to stir. When it didn't, he handed Lex the bottle.[break][break]

"All good."


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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 23:18:09 GMT
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To Lex’s surprise, he was willing to try something new and moved to retrieve one of the bottles of Johtoian whiskey from the bar on the other side of the living room. Without moving, she watched as he settled on one side of the couch and took a swig. Anxiously, she watched, half expecting an explosion of alien material to consume him in distaste. Perhaps the alien liked whiskey. There’s something they had in common.

Once in the clear, Lex circled around the sit on the other end of the couch, leaning her back against the arm rest and casually pulling a knee up to be able to face Killian. Lex gland accepted the bottle, bringing it to her lips for a rather healthy pull of the brown liquid. It burned, but in a way she enjoyed. Oak and malt filled her mouth and flared through her nostrils. She’d need a little more than that.

“So, how’s it been going?” it’s a question she’s been anxious to ask. She took one more healthy swig before offering the bottle back to Killian.


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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
People are a resource
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 11, 2022 23:31:19 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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The brief brush of her fingers against his own as she took the bottle sent sparks down his arm. So long without her touch, and the slightest bit of it left him wanting more. Killian swallowed, suppressing his desire. He focused instead on her question. [break][break]

"Alright. Mars's penthouse is comfy, and he's always pleasant company." but he'd never fill the void left by Lex's absence. "You'll be happy to know I'm sleeping more." an abnormal amount if he's being honest.[break][break]

"You?"

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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 12, 2022 0:06:57 GMT
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Lex whistles, grinning to lighten the mood, “Penthouse? That sounds fancy,” she heard Maras was rich, so she wasn’t surprised. Honestly, she hadn’t spent much time with the other admin. Her circle was small. Trust didn’t come easy and she was constantly wary of the Rockets around her.

Her smile brightened in approval, “Yes, I am happy to hear that,” and for the first time in a long time, she saw that he did actually look rested, even despite everything going on.

“I’ve been,” she hesitated, no lies, “It’s been hard,” her voice lowered as she’s forced to admit it, “I’ve had a hard time staying distracted,” without an outlet, her mind spirals into the abyss, the worst case scenarios haunting her dreams.


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Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
People are a resource
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 12, 2022 0:23:21 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

[attr="class","decker-tagged"]


[attr="class","decker-subtitle"]
i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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[attr="class","decker-post"]

Killian matched her grin, a subtle chuckle escaping. "Fancy but overhyped." Once the luster wore off, it was just a place with a bed and a view. A great one but a view nonetheless. [break][break]

Heavens above, he loved her smile. Watching it brighten hammered home what he lost without Lex around. Killian savored the sight of her smiling face for as long as possible. Cemented it to memory in a way he hadn't before on the off chance he never sat it again.[break][break]

His grin broke at Lex's answer. Hard. Killian should have known. "I'm sorry." he admitted, reaching out for the bottle.[break][break]

"I wish I could make things easier for you."

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Lex
She / Her
28
January 2
Goldenrod City
Bi
Thief
Ex-Rocket Beast
LET ME TASTE
your blood and tears
5'10'' height
5'10'' height
Going to hell cause it feels like heaven.
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Alexandra Briarwood
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 12, 2022 20:24:35 GMT
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“It’s fine,” she was quick to respond, not wanting to dwell on things that can’t be changed. Her grip loosened letting him take the bottle from her. There’ not much he could do, not while he’s still learning what it means to have it inside him. was right, only time would tell if this was something that could even work, if it would ever accept her, or if it would kill Killian for trying.

“Maybe some more texts? At least letting me know you wake up every day,” Letting me know it hasn’t killed you, “Have you at least seen a doctor or something?”


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Ditz

Ian, Dicker
Male
Thirty
June 9th
Goldenrod City
Hetrosexual
P.I.
Ex-Underboss
My Queen
I want you for a lifetime
5 Foot 11 height
5 Foot 11 height
People are a resource
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Killian Decker
Infectious
POSTED ON Apr 14, 2022 9:11:51 GMT
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MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN
MORE HUMAN[break]THAN HUMAN

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i am the astro-creep, a demolition-style hell american freak. i am the crawling dead, a phantom in a box shadow in your head.

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It didn't feel fine, but Killian's more than happy to move on. Another gulp of whiskey made that easier. He still paused at the burn, waiting for his passenger to stir. They don't, so he took a third drink, holding the bottle tight. [break][break]

"A dozen texts a day coming up." a dry joke accompanied by an even drier smile. Arceus, things shouldn't feel this tense with her. He stared from across the couch. They're together but apart, strangers and lovers all in the same breath. [break][break]

The whiskey bottle touched his lips, and Killian threw it back, downing a fourth shot bigger than the rest.[break][break]

"I have, but we should talk about something else." Something other than the thing they've been dancing around.

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